No I can't take this (Tag: Missy)

[Aurora Francesca Marie Soren]

(I'm Not A Princess)

(This ain't a fairytale)

Rory had told Artemis everything that had happened with the twins and now she needed to tell her best friend that Axel had just broken up wit her. Of course she had told herself she couldn't do that, but she had to. She just needed to cry her eyes out and then she could possibly think of how exactly she's going to do everything for the twins. Rory quickly texted Artemis saying she was outside in her car and coming up to Arty's room so she better be decen. Not even bothering to knock on the door, Rory let herself in like it was her home (because in a few ways it was, she even had her own room there) and quickly made her way up to Artemis bedroom which was connected to her own bedroom there. Knocking on the door, Rory tried to keep her voice even, though it still came out slightly shaky. "Missy? It's Rory, I'm coming in." She said before opening the door and crawled on Missy's bed.

"He broke up with me." She mumbled into the pillow and let a few silent tears fall. "I don't know what to do anymore Missy, I mean I'm sixteen! I...I have no idea how to take care of one kid 24/7, let alone two!" She cried into the pillow, though made sure to be careful of her stomach. She didn't blame the twin, not in anyway. She and Axel got themselves into that situation adn the twins were unrightfully being pulled into it. "I don't blame them... I really don't. I did this to myself, me and Axel... Oh Missy, I won't have anyone to go to those stupid classes with me... Will you go with me? You're going to be their godmum after all. I won't let anyone else be godmum, you're my best friend and you're the one who's getting me through all of this." Which was true, Aurora didn't go to Axel or her twin when she was upset, she went to Artemis, Addy, and on occasion Leo.

Finally bringing her face out of the pillow, Rory looked at her best friend with fresh tears running down her face. "I'm scared, I've never been this scared before. Not even when I almost fell of that ledge when we were kids, not even when I was on that really high beam and started to fall... What if I'm a horrible mother? I'm a kid myself! I don't know how to raise them! Adoptions not an option though, they're mine." Rory finally took a deep breath and wiped her eyes, looking like a lost little kid rather than the strong teenage girl she normally was. "I really need your help Missy, I can't do this on my own, and I can't go to Axel... I pretty much told him I don't want to see him, I can't, not yet. I'd probably muff it up by kissing him or hugging him or trying to get personal or something." Running a hand through her hair, Rory sat up and brought her knees close to her chest.

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[/color] Hope it's okay, she's kind of crazy at the moment.
Outfit;; CLICK!
Music;; Running Away by Runner Runner
Tag;; Missy!
Credit;; made by lelegirllele of CAUTION TO THE WIND[/color]
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[Artemis Isidora Darcy]

y o u w e r e m y c o n s c i e n c e.
SO SOLiD, NOW YOU'RE LiKE WATER. AND WE STARTED DROWNING NOT LiKE !
WE'D SINK ANY FARTHER. BUT I LET MY HEART GO; IT'S SOMEWHERE DOWN AT THE BOTTOM.

The sun was shining, the birds were singing and all Aretmis wanted to do was throw her silky purple and green covers back over her head and sleep. She had been out way too late the night before with her brother and their friends, partying it up and enjoying the summer nights. She rolled over with a smile on her face as she recalled some of the events of the night before. She kept getting flashes of Apollo jumping up on a table and pulling her right along with him. Artemis had the distinct feeling their parents wouldn't be too thrilled when and if they found out but oh well...teenagers were allowed to have fun weren't they and that definitely included the Darcy twins.

Artemis closed her brown eyes once more, allowing her mind to drift slowly off, reaching for that nice deep sleep. But a familiar voice brought her immediately out of her daze and she snapped her eyes open again. A confused and sleepy look crossed her face as her best friend rushed through her words like a whirlwind. When Aurora crawled into the big comfy bed with her, she moved over to make more room. It took Artemis a moment to realize she wasn't dreaming and to grasp what Rory was telling her but she got the just of it.

Rory had recently learned that in a few short months she would be the mother of not one baby but two. This news had definitely come as a shock to Artemis as soon as she had found out. As soon as the initial shock had wore off, Artemis couldn't help but he excited and happy for her best friend. Being asked to be their godmother only added to her excitment. Artemis rolled over onto her side to face Rory, rubbing the sleep from her eyes. "It's going to be alright Rory, I promise. Of course I'll go to those classes with you! It'll be fun." She said as she sat up in her bed.

As much as it made her happy, it also terrified her to think about all of the growing up and tough decisions Rory was going to have to make, the sacrifices she was giving. And now she would have to do it without the twins' father. That bit of news caused her anger to rise. Axel was just as responsible as Rory and these babies would need him just as much. Artemis held in the hiss that had risen into her throat and kept her face calm and understanding. Upsetting Rory further wouldn't do her any good. "You know I'm here for you Rory, you're my best friend afterall. And don't think about Axel for now. You don't have to talk to him until you're ready."

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i ' l l s t o p t h e w h o l e w o r l d.
i'LL STOP THE WHOLE WORLD, FROM TURNiNG iNTO A MONSTER. EATiNG US ALiVE !
DON'T YOU EVER WONDER HOW WE SURVIVED? NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE, THE WORLD IS OURS.

tags; Rory!. words; 462. wearing; THIS notes; haha no worries! <3.
credits; over the e d g e @ caution 2.0[/center]

[Aurora Francesca Marie Soren]

(I'm Not A Princess)

(This ain't a fairytale)

Rory didn't go out the night before with Artemis and Apollo, as she was pregnant she knew it wouldn't be a good idea. She knew she'd miss the nights that she went out partying with the Darcy twins and their old friends. Aurora was already feeling left out from her group of friends and everything that she used to do. She could just imagine what the Darcy twins did the night before and how much fun they had. It was fairly obvious with how Artemis looked as Aurora came in.

Wether she was being a bitch or completely right, didn't make anything better or worse. She knew that there were always two sides of the story but at the moment she only knew hers and she didn't know how to find Axel's. She wasn't going to talk to him yet, especially not after she just told him she was going to get her lawyers invovled. Truth of the matter was, Aurora had never been overly scared in her life, and now that she had no idea what she was doing, when usually she had all the answers, Aurora was simply going out of her mind.

Most people might find it starnge if they saw two girls in a bed together, but even still when Rory and Artemis were too tired after late nights of partying and having fun, they would both just crash on the nearest bed. Staring at her best friend, Rory let more tears fall down her face. "Artemis, this isn't fun! I know I love them, but... I just wish that this hadn't happened. I just want to cry and wish things were back to normal. I just got back together with Axel and I screwed it up by being a selfish bitch."

Feeling the anger radiate off her friend, Rory hugged Artemis and sobbed quietly. "I know. You're my best friend, I know I can always count on you. It's so hard to not think about him though Missy! I don't know him better than most people, not like Addy knows Leo, but I know the guy he shows me and I fell in love with that guy... I just, I don't know what I'm doing so I went crazy on him and now I... I don't know what I'm going to do. I basically told him he could talk to my lawyers and that we wouldn't have any one on one communication about the twins, I also said that he didn't have a say in anything other than the names and he could come and see them when they were born and we'd work out a way to pass them between us with the lawyers... I know that was a cowards move, but when I'm with him all I can think is about the twins and it just annoys him. And it doesn't help that he always thinks I'm accusing him of something when I'm not, I just can't help the fact that when it comes to him I am an insecure mess because I'm too afraid to lose him and I just end up driving him away on my own."

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[/color] Hope it's okay, she's kind of crazy at the moment.
Outfit;; CLICK!
Music;; Running Away by Runner Runner
Tag;; Missy!
Credit;; made by lelegirllele of CAUTION TO THE WIND[/color]
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[Artemis Isidora Darcy]

y o u w e r e m y c o n s c i e n c e.
SO SOLiD, NOW YOU'RE LiKE WATER. AND WE STARTED DROWNING NOT LiKE !
WE'D SINK ANY FARTHER. BUT I LET MY HEART GO; IT'S SOMEWHERE DOWN AT THE BOTTOM.

Artemis knew just how much Rory was going to miss being apart of the party scene. Staying in on the weekend was not something they ever really did. It was almost habit to just go out and party all night long, sleeping way into the morning hours the next day, and then going right back out that night. They had fallen into that routine as soon as they were old enough to convince the bouncers to let them in the clubs. Who could say no to the Darcy twins after all? It made Artemis truly sad to know she had partied with Rory for the last time and hadn't even realized it. Nothing would be the same now that her best friend was pregnant and she would always feel that tinge of guilt whenever she went out with her brother and the rest of their friends.

It was easy for Artemis to understand how Rory could wish so desperately that things would just return to normal. Having a baby at any age was life changing and her best friend was having two! The thought of raising two children terrified her and she wasn't the one who was going to have to do it. Someday yes, but Rory was facing this now. It was still strange to Artemis that her bestie was going to be a mother. Addy wasn't even headed down that road yet. "You can wish it all you want Rory but these twins are coming. And you know you haven't lost Axel at all. No matter what happens you two will always be tied together because of the babies. He's the father of your children and he loves you, as far as I can tell anyway."

[/color] Artemis had seen the way Axel looked at Rory when he thought no one was looking. They loved each other and these fights would only make that stronger, at least, she hoped that was true. People's pride had a nasty habit of getting in the way of their love for one another.

Artemis rolled over onto her back and listened intently, taking in every word that tumbled quickly from Rory's mouth. She thought for a moment, letting there be a few moments of silence. This whole situation was becoming so much more complicated and it was taking a toll on her best friend. Had things between Axel and Rory really become that bad? Artemis took a deep breath and exhaled before speaking again. "Well...if you really want to try and work things out with him why not try and appologize? Show him just how much he means to you by being the bigger person and saying you're sorry. Talk it out with him and let him tell you what he's feeling as well. Get everything out on the table and then, maybe, you two can begin to fix things if you both want to?"[/color]

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i ' l l s t o p t h e w h o l e w o r l d.
i'LL STOP THE WHOLE WORLD, FROM TURNiNG iNTO A MONSTER. EATiNG US ALiVE !
DON'T YOU EVER WONDER HOW WE SURVIVED? NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE, THE WORLD IS OURS.

tags; Rory!. words; 482. wearing; THIS notes; sorry it's super late! <3.
credits; over the e d g e @ caution 2.0[/center]

[Aurora Francesca Marie Soren]

(I'm Not A Princess)

(This ain't a fairytale)

Rory knew Artemis better than most people, and she knew that Artemis probably would feel guilty going out with out her. 'I won't stop her though, just because my party life is over doesn't mean hers has to be too. She's not the one who got pregnant after all is she?'

[/i] Rory thought to herself almost bitterly. She of course, didn't blame her best friend for wanting to go out every weekend and have fun, after all that's basically what Rory did every weekened too when she wasn't with Axel. She loved her best friend, and she definitely didn't expect Artemis to give up her social life. Rory knew she couldn't ask such a thing, Artemis had a right to finish of her teen life with a bang.

Sighing and wiping a few tears away, Rory shook her head. "You don't understand Artemis. Yes I have, I've lost him. He's never going to love me again. Yes we'll be forced to be on speaking terms because of the twins, but really I'm going to have to watch him fall in love again and... oh what am I saying. I don't know what I'm saying anymore. Honestly Remy, I think I'm going crazy." Rory hated the very thought of Axel moving on, she knew it would probably happen if they never got back together, but deep down, Rory held onto a sliver of hope that they would eventually get back together. Of course with how everything was blowing up in her face, she didn't know what to hold onto and what to let go.

Letting out a sigh that sounded almost like a laugh, Aurora shook her head. "Because both of us have said some really bad things, mainly me but still, I need to sort everything out and it's not just my fault. He doesn't tell me his feelings Artemis, he won't and he never has, I've always had to guess." Getting off the bed, Aurora wiped her eyes once more. "I'm going for a run, mind if I stay the night? I don't feel like going home yet." She asked before silently changing into her panther form and rubbed her furry black head against her friends hand and waited for a reply.
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[/color] Hope it's okay, she's kind of crazy at the moment.
Outfit;; CLICK!
Music;; Running Away by Runner Runner
Tag;; Missy!
Credit;; made by lelegirllele of CAUTION TO THE WIND[/color]
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